Sunday, May 21, 2006


I feel like I am on the brink of
the most amazingly wonderful freewheelin time of my life

at others
I feel like I am Superman
chained to a block
of kryptonite

Wednesday, May 17, 2006


Paul McCartney and his wife just separated...

Maybe he and I should get into a support group

Yeah Yeah Yeah

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

The Deli Man...(revisited)

Just got back from that deli again,
probably haven't been there in like 2 months,
whenever it was I last posted on it.

He was ringing my stuff up, ("is that it, sweetheart?") asked how I have been,
and I asked him how it was all going.

"You always have such a bery beautiful smile" he says.
"And you are always so pleasant and friendly" I reply.

We smile and nod "makes a difference in the day" I say and he agrees.

Again, it doesn't feel like a come on, or disrespectful, just a recognizition.
(even when I haven't been there in a long while)

He works in a depressing looking hovel, god knows how many hours a day, but seems to know how to make his moments happy.

Something to be said for that.

Monday, May 01, 2006

It's May, it's May.....

Outhouse calender quote for the month

"Nothing resembles the sublime style more than turgidity:
the ridiculous is one of the extremes of the subtle"
- Jean-Louis Guez, Seigneur De Balzac-

a very rustic outhouse for May


It was a nice weekend.
On the futon, some of it.
We made no demands of our time together.
Just hung out as ourselves and
enjoyed eachother's company.
And I'm not sure if he is aware,
but he was smiling...........alot.